"so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it."
Isaiah 55:11
10 large green bell peppers tops cut off and gutted 1lbs chicken sausage or Italian sausage 1 cup brown rice boiled 1 each diced - zucchini - yellow squash - grey squash - half onion 1 cup of raw spinach 1/2 jar of organic spaghetti sauce thick kind 1 table spoon garlic 1 table spoon Italian seasoning 1 table spoon pepper 4 oz whipped cream cheese 4 oz real Parmesan cheese 8 oz provolone or mozzarella or cheddar cheese Cook sausage in a pain or in the oven, then once cooked chop in up. Put in large bowl. Steam diced veggies (not the spinach) in the microwave inside a covered container, add to large bowl Add cooked brown rice, Parma, cream cheese, raw spinach, sauce and seasonings in to large bowl and mix all together Boil large pot of water, once boiling add green bell peppers for 4 minutes. Pull out and drain water then up them all in a row inside a pan. Stuff the peppers till they are full, top with cheese and put in the oven on 360 till the cheese melts.
Sometimes to get over the past and to move on you have to turn around and hit it head on instead of running from it. I had so much pain and anger built inside of me that had taken up so much of my heart that there was not much left to give. I’ve come to understand that Jesus can help you repair the wounds and heal the scars if you let him. But that is something easier said than done. I had to face my fears and address these issues that I had let secretly rule my life in one way or another if I was ever going to get through life. But like all things it had to start from the top down. The barriers I had built up between my wife and I had to come down. That was a wall that was going to take a lot of time and effort and still does to this day. But to love my wife I had to first love myself and to love myself I had to own up to my faults and fears by addressing the people who had caused me pain.
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